Have you been pushed away? Do you sometimes give and live your best life only to be shunned or at least feel like you are? This happens to me at times. It is as if my light is too bright or my Truth is too honest.
I worked with a friend the other day and she has a wonderful light. She is engaging and energetic. She has positive intention and happiness in what she brings to those she encounters. I have watched her engage with various people in the gym as well as personally and those she encounters are always smiling with her.
There are times though that our light is too bright. Sometimes, we can bring our Truth and be on our Path and it will make others turn away. I have gotten this recently from some good friends. When you bring your Truth and Light to some, it will expose the dark corners of their lives. There are those that may not even know you and they will have spite and dislike and are hiding in wait to jump you. I have seen people give me cutting glances just from my presence. These are men who feel threatened from my energy or look. I may have what they are desiring and this is how they respond without ever even speaking to me. It is a view of lack within themselves. It exposes a deep level of low self-worth. I know this because I was one of these people.
I can choose to get hurt or be angry, but when I understand that this is actually coming from a place of fear, I can choose Love. I know that if I hate on them, then I am hating on me. I will have not learned anything from this encounter if I was to do this. I will attract more of these situations over and over until I no longer find judgment with them.
I used to only gather people with low self-worth and full of anger to me. I was a magnet for them it seemed. They had to be at least as angry as me if not more for me to enjoy their company. They would validate my issues and victimhood. I could trauma bond and complain. This is so sad to consider. I am so blessed to have healed and the way I heal is through forgiveness of myself and others. I heal via Love. When I see these people that act out toward me in these ways, I can allow and know that they have such deep wounds that they cannot even attend to. They may not have the courage or abilities to address their wounds. They may not know an identity beyond being a victim to whatever they view as injustice. They may not ever heal in this lifetime and this is their ministry to help me grow with unconditional Love. Yes, their ministry is to act our toward me or be a rock in my shoe. My job and ministry is to bless them. I don’t even have to engage beyond saying hello and going about my life being unaffected by their sneers. Their cobwebs and the dust in their dark corners of their lives have become exposed to them and maybe they will see it and realize that they must clean their house.
So if I am seeing this a lot right now, it is a message. I believe that when we are on our Path and in love with life as it is and accepting our fate as perfect, we experience synchronicity. We can see synchronicity in number patterns like 222 or 1234 or even in repeated messages. I recently heard about a condition that affects the hands that a client of mine has. The next day I saw a commercial on TV regarding how to help this condition. Then the next day another client mentioned the same condition and her dad is affected by it. I never had heard of this condition before this. This is synchronicity. We can experience synchronicity with ourselves also. If you spot it, you probably got it. This can be in both the positive and negative. We are to be balanced. If I see an aspect of Love in another like the Light of my friend, chances are I am exhibiting that Light and can be encouraged. If I am seeing others judge me for reasons of jealousy or the acknowledgment of negative traits, then we must examine our own lives to see if we have those traits as well. I know that I was raised to judge others. This came from the environment I was born into. We all probably have this condition to some extent from our culture. Mine was from parents of low self-esteem and a religious culture of dogmatism that said if you do not do it this way then you are a depraved sinner. You will be punished with eternal damnation. Such judgment! Where is the Love in that? Our culture wants to keep us small and controlled and take the God given power we have. We are to be empowered!
My message in what I am seeing through other’s judgment of me is that I must examine how I judge others. Am I seeing someone with a brighter light than mine that I am coveting? Are my hard written rules challenged by someone else’s viewpoints? Do I see another with characteristics that I desire and am angry at them for having? Do I see freedom and think that someone shouldn’t be so cavalier? Do I see someone enjoying their flashiness and joy and think they shouldn’t be so big and they should be humble? This idea of a humble nature needs to be examined as well as our society wants to keep people small. Humility has nothing to do with being small. Humility is power and I will be exploring this more in another blog.
I think I am still learning lessons on judgment since I am seeing others judge me. I must look deep within to see if I am judging others still.
“Judge not lest you be judged.”
What does this Bible verse speak of? God does not judge! God is only Love. God wants us to learn and be happy and that is why we experience situations that challenge us. Mistakes have no place for judgment. They are tools for growth. We learn from opposites and we receive challenging situations to grow to be more like God … to be only Love. This Bible verse means don’t judge others or you are judging yourself. You will experience unhappiness when you judge yourself and others. Our judgment creates the pain and hurt and suffering we may experience in this lifetime. Allowing and accepting life exactly as it is and knowing it is perfect in being able to teach us what we are here to learn will create the freedom we desire. We all want true Freedom. This is a birthright we have as children of God. When we can do these things we are living in Love and God’s Light. This will bring the true Joy and Happiness we desire. We will achieve the Abundance that our Creator wants for us … abundance of Love, abundance of time, abundance of Happiness, abundance of Freedom, abundance of Power, abundance of Passion.
Who doesn’t want a plethora of these wonderful qualities listed above that we are supposed to have in this life? We all want as much of these as we can have. We are just stumped on how to get them. We repeat the same stupid cycles we find ourselves in with judgment. Why do we keep judging? Is it comfortable? Is it a habit? Remember, fear’s role and responsibility is to create more fear. It is really great at this. It is the master at creating fear. Fear creates more fear, yet we allow it. Of course we spiral and then we wonder why. So if fear creates more fear, does that mean Love, I mean the True Unconditional Love of our Creator, creates more Love? Of course it does, this is a hermetic law. If one pole is true, so often is another pole also true.
I am going to acknowledge my tendency to judge others. I may have grown immensely at this judgment, but frequently we realize there are still remnants left. There is still enough residue to deem it unclean. I am going to admit that I have not mastered this ability to not judge. We all are just mirrors of each other. We are all the same. We are all made from the same space dust and we are all children of God. One race isn’t better than another. One country or culture isn’t better than another. We are all One. We are all of the one Creator. We are blaspheming and insulting our blessed Maker when we judge and look down on another child of God. WTF?
Every single time that I see someone judge me, I must look inside and remember that I can bless them by loving them and forgiving myself. I can heal my wounds by forgiveness and seeing that offender as myself. I can bless them with kindness. I don’t have to go out of my way, but I can greet them with a smile and the true intention of Love since I know they are me. Those that judge us or offend us are essentially given to us to be teachers if we can see them in the Light of Christ. They can shine a light in our dark corner with their darkness. Isn’t that a paradox? Again, the polarity of blessings coming from darkness and light. We can learn from our enemies. We can hear Wisdom from the idiot’s mouth. We can see Truth in someone’s poor choices. This is the Path to Freedom. This is the Path to Love for ourselves and others. This is the Path to Joy and Bliss. This is how we have heaven on Earth. This is how we are to live. We must explore ourselves to have the adventure in this life we desire. This isn’t easy. It can be fun though like a difficult hike. I am so blessed to be given the Ancient Holy Wisdom of our Creator and become more like Christ or Buddha or the mystic Sage. Thank you with the upmost Gratitude my Loving Creator for all these opportunities to grow to be more like you!
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