The weirdest thing just happened. So I’ve come on vacation to a place in Mexico called Holbox. This land is beautiful. My room is right on the beach. It was very inexpensive. And everything is Perfect. It was an adventure to get here since it’s a remote island. However, God definitely guided me. I even said that to the front desk person when I arrived. So by the time I took a plane to the airport and then found out that my bus ticket is from downtown Cancun rather than the airport, I had to take a bus to the downtown Cancun station. Luckily, there was two extra hours between the Cancun bus and Chiquila. The timing was actually perfect. It was all part of my lesson and purpose and plan. Anyway, I’ve been enjoying a few days here on Isla de Holbox (pronounced Holbosh). it’s pure wonderful. It is very true Mexican … rustic, full of energy like a pyramid, not a high tax base and there hasn’t been a modern building here in a very, long time. There are not even cars here. With the energy of the island, there is a heaviness. It’s just very deep … not bad at all.
So, a very, very low-percentage thing happened. This is something that someone would most likely make up as a lie. Well, what happened is I stepped out on my porch this morning to see the sea, watch the birds playing and feel the air.After taking it in for a moment, I looked down on the palapa below me because I’m on a two-story and the palapas there overhang a porch just like mine does. What I saw was a small, ziplock-style bag full of something. I was suspicious to me. The more I looked at it, the more I thought … I think that’s weed. Mota! (Side note, I was approached by a man yesterday on the sly trying to sell me some while walking through town. I smiled and quickly declined.) So, I decided to grab a coat hanger from inside, climb the railing on my balcony and extend myself to fish it off of the palapa. When I grabbed it, there was even a small, green sticker on the outside that said “Smoke Weed!”. I opened it and the smell was very good and it had fluffy, big buds that were probably an Indica since it was somewhat brown-green and dense.
So, it needs to be said that marijuana is my Kryptonite. It’s something I’ve struggled with for 40 years. I’ve sworn it off so many times. Yet, I tend to go back periodically. I truly want to stop smoking marijuana because I don’t think that it’s helpful and it makes me lazy. This is one of my Personal Truths. I believe marijuana is incredibly wonderful for most people. CBD or THC, it doesn’t matter. It can be a plant medicine. It can put you into a trance-like state of meditation. You can receive epiphanies. But, for me I’ve done that. It’s as if my brain chooses not to get magical when i smoke it anymore. I just get satiated and feel satisfied for the moment with nothing profound. I want to eat everything in the house and I do. I start to crave it and then it becomes a habit and it’s immediate. I literally go through withdrawal symptoms for 10 days like any addict would of crawling out of my skin, anxiety, sweating and other things I can’t think of at this moment. So, what do I do? I find a big bag of weed with more than I can smoke during this vacation. Probably 4 to 6 g at least … maybe a quarter. So my thoughts are … is this a gift from the Universe? I don’t believe a loving God tempts people. How could I not partake in this gift??
There is no Devil. A Devil or force of Darkness exists is what some believe. The Bible came up with this story. A Devil’s job is to tempt you to sin and go to Hell and burn there for all eternity. The only thing a devil can align to is fear. Fear is the only Devil. God did not make devils. There is no hell. There is no sin. There is only Love! We are supposed to make mistakes and learn from them without judgment. I’m thankful for this crazy life. La vida loca!
I feel that my life certainly fits into that category. What an amazing world we live in. Of course, our belief creates. So without a doubt, we can create the world we want by changing how we believe and think. I’m very lucky to live this life, have this life and try to understand this life to achieve my purposes and reasons for being here in this lifetime. We must not fear. It is a lie that our culture of separation has created. We are in Unity. Fear creates more fear. It is no fun to fear. We are here to have Joy, Love each other, allow each other to follow their own Path by making their own choices which sometimes are mistakes we learn from. We are here to level up because this world is a fun place of learning and growth. How could I not be having fun in Paradise.
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