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  • Fear and the Desires of Your Heart

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    I wrote recently that I have difficulty allowing the desires of my heart to by fulfilled when it comes to love. This love I seek can be a romantic kind or a familial kind. These are two very deep issues for me based on the history that I continue to remember and claim as my…

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  • Practicing and Modeling

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    This is another story about practicing. Practicing is every bit as important as epiphany. Remember, when you practice you don’t just get better, but the effort becomes easy. I went to the soccer game with my sister last Saturday. As we were sitting in my two season tickets seats, a very brash woman with two…

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  • Don’t Take Anything Personally

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    I went to the gym yesterday and had another interesting encounter as I was boxing. This isn’t a boxing gym, however it does have some heavy bags and a double end bag and this area is open to everyone to see as it is next to the track and across from cardio machines. I love…

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  • The Gospel of Mary

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    I was raised to question everything. This wasn’t a principle introduced by a family or a culture I was raised in such as a church. I got it from ’80s punk rock. Question the government. Question our culture. Question authority. So, what I see, and it was especially highlighted during the pandemic, is how the…

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  • Desire and Trust

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    Occasionally I will desire something in my life that I want very badly. Honestly, there aren’t too many things I want that I don’t have as I feel that I am incredibly wealthy with everything in my life. No, I don’t live in a mansion or drive a Ferrari, but I have wonderful, wonderful things…

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  • Playfulness

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    So playfulness is one of the problems of my life. It is an issue that I am told to work on time and time again. It shouldn’t be a chore. Playing isn’t something you work at. It is pursuing what pleases you. It is being in the moment. It is doing more of what feels…

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  • A Free, Passionate and Balanced Life

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    I think that a big part that makes up the beauty of life is our gift of Freedom. The freedom for us to choose to have or do or pursue any dreams or opportunities. America has traditionally been this. Our US history is of offering democracy for those who don’t have that or freedom to…

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  • Writing Intent

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    When I write these blogs, I am recording the things I am learning. I want to emphasize that I am not trying to teach or preach. The concepts I am learning are truths that I must put into my life. As I said in an earlier blog, the practice and integration of the Truth is…

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  • The Power of Expectation

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    What is normal? I was thinking about this label of “normal” that we place on people, cultures, environments and things. The answer is everything is normal. We adopt what we see and learn to be normal. Whatever environment we are raised in is normal. What we know as common and uncommon is normal. However, what…

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  • Friday the 13th

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    I am reminded today of how curses and superstitions will create self-fulfilling prophesies. Our power of belief is beyond what we give it credit for. We can cast spells or create curses based on convincing others that it will happen. Communal belief is a form of prayer and expectation. It is what can “move mountains”.…

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